Thursday, 2 May 2013

So little time.

Assalamualaikum! :)

Now is 2 months after recieving SPM results slip. Ain said we should take SPM cert which is the different one compared to the slip. Same goes with PMR, it has cert, too. But *groan* this thing takes time! Alhamdulillah, I am really, really unexpecting to get well in SPM :') I am really thankful for what I got... All praises to Allah for giving me the best for me, whatever it is.. I watched Buletin Utama the night of the result day, a straight A+'s girl wearing a long veil said, "This is all the test from Allah." Yes, I am absolutely agreed and that statement kinda aware me a lot.. Don't whine for not getting what we couldn't get, and don't be too proud for getting what we got! All these, good time and bad time, are to experiment us as His creation, whether to go back to Him or not. Masya Allah, may iman stick to us forever.

And thank goodness I did meet some of my friends and teachers for awhile. But I didn't talk to my deskmate, study mate, forever mate, Zana... tsk tsk.. I just greeted in the Student's "blue planet" for few seconds, I got time to see her braces for sometime Hehe and I was about to go back to kampung. So sad doh! Haihhhh :( I came late to take my result, then went back early. My parents was having fever that time, right after umrah. They're recovered after a month. Woah, what a fever! Alhamdulillah, nothing bad happens. I just met Basirah, Huda, Tasya, Mek, Najah.. so many lah. Then, teachers.. I just met on the SPM 2013 Awards. But not all :( Luckily my mum supported me to buy a decoration gift for each Form 4 and Form 5 teachers :D They would say no for gifts but that's the way I could say thank you to all of my teachers as if I didn't got time to meet... I wanna meet all of my friends and teachers so bad! Tsk tsk tsk.

And I admit.. the time for us, MJSC students starting from year 2008, 
to spend time more with our family is so short! :'( 

You see.. I was a nerdy, geeky girl with silly bent round-shaped scratched spectacles struggled so much for UPSR. I even told to stay focus than to help my mom in kitchen while my other siblings were  helping *yeah, I retell.* That's the year of exam. Before that, umm idk, I kinda forget.

But then, I went to two boarding schools for 5 YEARS. I went back home followed by a schedule. I think I could run from school tasks but bam! Piles of homework to be done! I did remembered carrying like, 3-4 kg of books I guess! Finishing stacks of exercise papers, bla bla bla.. Then what did I do during leisure time? Internet surfin'. Hmmm 21st century people... And yeah, I did created too much social websites.. stucked on this at first, Tumblr, Facebook thennnn Twitter and Instagram. lol. Now currently I am fangirling as Directioner and Gapper a lot :3

I was roughly counting, I got 8 months of free time. Now I just have half of it! Woah. Half used for leisure time only, I do confidently admit this. And I think throughout this time... I am warned by my parents for two times, including the recent one, on the day before my first time real interview. So p/s for these warnings, complete all chores first... avoid telling excuses... and repair myself; learn more about life skills and religion...

Thus, now, I only got 4 months to spend my time with my family :(
I feel no worth though. It's not the same with 5 years. 
8 months are not equivalent to 5x12 = 60 months -.-
Oh! I just noticed... 1 month is like 5 years of me staying at home.
No wonder I MUST spending so much time with my family. Gosh why? I wanna stay here. I wanna see my family's face. But as a mother, I know what my mom will answer and yeah, she did answer what I expect. Accepting my educational pathway at further places... sigh.
Therefore, we, the students have to study because of this is our responsibility! Fisabilillah as for Muslims. We live on Earth because everything is for The Creator.

This year, 2013, is the 12th years of General Election :) All the best for all Malaysians! And all the best for one of my maternal family members.. he did good for my family for lots and lots of things.. since all of us were so young and the time I was born. Thank you, Ayah Uda and family :')

Before I end this post of mine..
may I take your time to pray, do'a for my Taiping friend, Zana and her family please?
They were involved in an accident, on a rainy day. The car looks very awful but my goodness, I am totally shocked... Her family are all okay but herself. She injured from the inside, at the head and right side of upper body.
She's now doing some medical checkups first.
I was crying so bad the night I was being told ;'(
Hope everything will be fine..

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