It's not because my day are now just around the corner.

And it is also not because of envy.

I never ever ever ever envy.

It is because I just wanna say sorry.

It is the best to fade any crap.

I asked for apology.

Then, the person said that

the person should say sorry.

I said,

I wanna say sorry, too.

The person said I was good.

I denied it.

The person said that 

the person ********self who like to say harsh,

"Sorry eh?" ********** added.

Ah, don't count. Never relate to anyone, really.

I laughed and I said it was okay.

"That's good," the person replied,

and then the person asked for a 'zero-zero'.

Then, I was okay with it.

Yup. Zero-zero it is :)

That particular day.

My head was in pain.

As I cried like crazy.

I predicted something like this

since last year.

But, sometimes it just happened

outta my expectation.

Yeah.

I could _____ inside if

harsh words or weird acts

were given to me,

or given to anybody else but I suddenly 

felt like they're related to me,

that were done by

anybody around me.

*sigh*

Probably I am the one who

did wrong.

I am pathetic.
Since the early days of this year,
I really wanna cut myself into pieces,
so I can befriend everyone.

I just want to thank those

who are willing to lend their ears.

All I wanna do now is

to prevent any interruption.

And I am hoping we're all will be strong.

I'm sorry, Mama and Daddy :'(

 Result Reviews

Nama :	WAN FARHANA BINTI MEOR SAFUAN	Nomak :	11188
Alamat :	NO 3 JALAN SP 1/11	No K/P :	Perlu ke? Heh XP
	TAMAN SUBANG PERDANA	Homeroom :	NOBLE
	40150 SHAH ALAM
	SELANGOR
Mata Pelajaran		Markah	Gred
Bahasa Melayu		73	B+
Bahasa Inggeris		75	A-
Pend Agama Islam		64	C+
Sejarah		81	A
Matematik		66	B
Sivik & Kewarganegaraan		78	B+
Matematik Tambahan		40	C
Fizik		63	B
Kimia		58	B-
Biologi		57	B-
Pend Jasmani Kesihatan		70	B+
	PNG : 3.23
	TPNG : 3.3566

Put the blame on me. 

And I accept the fact as it's a payment for what I did. Here you go. Cash, baby.

But, by the way, thank you so much to Murni and KKBians for sharing me the spot Q's.

Otherwise, I could possibly get 3.00 below.

Let me show this as a 'Wake Up Call' for me to open my eyes widely,

and deeply encourage me to change towards the goodness.

I don't wanna let the words just going around inside my head, but I don't make it.

Even the others who were also busy, get high marks. So, why don't I?

As the moral of the story, if people can make it, YOU can make it, too...

by getting rid of those entertainment and get those goals.

Now just waiting for the letter to come. Oh my, I better finish up my homework.

Pray for our success, people :') Pray for us to wake up.

POI. Popoi, sir.

No no no no. Not "Person of Interest" like Rebecca Black sang. That's a no-no.
Assalamualaikum! :D
I think I wanna kiss the carpets in my house right now as I didn't go home for 

3 months. Threeee *gasp* -.-

as I had the responsibility that I had to do that was being a helper for Inter-MJSC Debate Tournament this year. I watched the list all over and over again, and yeah, all my team were involved, no exception. Spent for 6 days sorta. Sangat untunglah kan siapa yang balik. 

Making flyers. That's my task during that week. Eh, not me alone, Alimin was also ordered by teachers to do it. Well, it wasn't done by a duo, but a trio! Collaborated with Zana as she helped a lot by lending us the lappy and taught me to use PhotoScape. Awesome teruk ah idea dia. Haha. Limin lak more on doing text ah. Wey, bunyi task tu je senang oh, tapi nak buat ingat senang er? Werrr. 


I think most of the time I was inside the Reference Room a.k.a. Freezer. Ah, not to mention that we had to combined with Bitara Jr. under Ms. Haiza as the supervisor of flyers. Everyday we're scatterin'! So, we always "munch. munch. slrrp. burp." inside it. Haha. I don't know...for my first of thought, I don't think I would have the chemistry with 'em. But Alhamdulillah, so far so good. Anyway, it was a great experience of  being a volunteer. But I did felt missed the golden oppurtunity to go back home. I was thinking of studying calmly in my home sugar-sugar home. 


Talked about golden, Limin got 10, I also got 10 MYR for our allowance. Haha, enough for me to top up my phone's credit :) Okaaay lah, it can considered worth. But the con was, I kinda worried 'bout my studies. I was like so fussy 'bout the work and made me sorta let the homework undone.....for awhile......theeeeen, I made it, partially. Congratulations. Even the small role like us were quiet had that some kind of sacrifice, how about the debaters? The speakers of the house? The timekeeper? If they were managing 'em well like Zana did naaah, she gonna be extremely proud. welk ;P , it could be a small matter. Hm. Let bygones be bygones, Fana. Fullstop.


The pro is....I met KKBians! Gosh, sumpah rindu gila oh. Asal terserempak je, terus "HAAAAAAI!" and lambai macam gila. Heehihi. Ada sekali stuck lama gak ah kat tangga dekat dengan kafe tu semata-mata nak borak dengan Wong and Hakim. And, aku lepak lama gila dengan Nad dalam dewan time Final Round which is the last day diaorang kat situ. And thank you sebab belanja kopok lekor, dah lah pakai duit kelab. Aku lak takde duit nak belanja balik, sian Nad. Banyak gak ah bercerita dengan Nad. Sumpah rindu oh! Errr. Sedih sedih :( Pastu, ada gak borak dengan Adib kat kafe. Kebetulan, budak Kuantan kawan Zana. So, lama gak ah kat situ. Tapi asal ah? Aku macam speechless, macam tak tau nak cakap apa. Aku pun "Ei, asal lah aku takde idea oh nak cakap?! Tak senang oh nak jumpa dak PKP." Tapi, entahlah... Ala. Maaflah, Adib, aku diam banyak. Wong ngan Hakim pun sama. Haih. Takpelah, asal jumpa korang, aku rasa happy :) Okay. Aku rasa part neh korang nak skip pun takpe. Luahan hati je ;P

Yeah. Itulah mereka. Hah! Sempat gak jumpa cikgu2. Ustaz Jaa, Miss Sani etc. Hehe.

Aku pun satu lah. Bukan nak inform nama aku waktu jumpa Miss Sani. Tapi aku confirm ah teacher ingat muka. Hehe, bajet tak? Bajet je :P As conclusion, sangat seronok lah even though sangat penat. The whole people who were involved memang penat, sangat terang dan nyata. Till next post, readers.

Kawan

Menurut Kamus Dewan Edisi Saya Punya tahun 2013, "kawan" itu sebahagian hidup saya. Tu penulis dan penyelenggara Kamus Dewan tu cakap, aku tak cakap. Hahaha. Ok, merapu je tu. Tapi maksud si saya tadi tu betul ah. Who else can I befriend with besides teachers and pals, aite pals? 

MARESMARTIANS . . . are not Martian. Haha. Almost everyone are good people, for God's sake! Being in this batch for a year and kind of a half, yeah, me no have big problem I guess. Mostly, they are have hidden intelligence, talent, weird attitude etc., no matter it is good or bad. Humans. But, to be confirmed that they are bright and never show despair. Oh yeah. That's why it was still hundreds who got Principal's Award last year. Hmmm.


Cakap pasal kawan, tak nak lah ku lupakan yang asalnya belajar di Kuala Kubu Bharu, Subang Bestari, Sungkai dan Menderang. Walaupun aku tak contact korang ke apa ke, still ingat korang oh :') Don't worry meh. Nanti kita keep in touch.


Taiping's peeps sangat hebak tak terkata. Setakat neh aku takde perang dengan siapa2 lagi, and aku tak hingin pun. Berpegang pada "Peace, No War!" macam orang selalu kata. Lagi2 tengah hadapi tahun exam paling ditakuti oleh orang Malaysia sekarang. Plus, kalau aku ada sombong dengan sape2 + buat salah apa2, MINTAK MAAF sangat2, tak kisah lah lelaki ke perempuan ke. Semua! Tau tau? Aku bukan jenis orang nak cari pasal dengan orang. And tak pernah aku nak bermusuhan dengan orang sebab aku sendiri tak perfect dan disegani.


Kawan2 kat sini gak sangat boleh dipercayai dan matang dalam bab2 yang serius. Kat sini, lain orang, lain fi'il diaorang and pelik2 gak kalau tengah berkawan. Tapi bila belajar ke, bersukan ke, apa ke, fokus kot. Kalah aku. Aku pun selalu cuai dll. Tabik sangat2. Tapi rasanya, kawan aku yg lain, InsyaAllah, sangat terror nun di sana :)


Apa lagi eh? Baru mukadimah kot atas uh. Hahaha. Bahan. Kenapa lah tak macam neh time tulis atas test pad di dalam dewan? Hahaha. Okay. Nak diringkas cerita, aku rasa sekarang semua okay lah. Jurang dah kurang dah. Heheee. Nak je aku balas jasa korang semua, so, aku try apa yang terdaya je. Harap2 kita semua Straight A+++ k? 


Aku nak letak gambar actually. Next post!

Busted!

Woah. Changin' to new template of dashboard eh? Fed up sudah nak pakai yang lama. Sama je macam FB. FB tu maleh nak tukar, lagi aku letak cover picture adalah. Haha. Alright then.
Sumpah aq busted oh. Haha. Ahhh! Malu malu malu XP

Infotech Quest = Abg Ikhwan Syahid.

Anyway, I really appreciate those words; in Facebook, on the poster and also in real life.

Thank you berry2 much! So sorry fer any of my grammatically or emotionally mistakes. 

Plus, terkejut jugak eh Cikgu Nasrin yang post. Kalau student boleh expected lagi lah kan?

Hehehe. Tersimpuh segan saya, Ya Allah! Haha.

Nevertheless, rasa sangat menyesal pulak tak letak kat tempat yang sepatutnya. Is it better to make it late than never? Tell me tell me! 

Okay, I am so so sorry kalau ada yang cakap,

"Ei, bapak ah, letak kat blog sendiri. Blog lagi satu tak nak letak!" 

or 

"Bapak gila glamour gila nak promote lebih2. Sikit2 dah ah."

or

"Bajet apa nak puji lebih2?"

or

"Speaking dalam blog je lebih, kat luar tak un."

or 

any other "kata-kata amarah".

Seriously, benda ini sangat2 tak dijangka. This is a total accident. And me not putting ANY SINGLE expectation for that previous post to be put in the page,

as I said to Kak Zarith earlier. Harap makluuuum.