High Schooool's Over.

Honestly I do the same routine everyday. Yeah I know it's just a number of days that I came back home... but I felt like this new world, the world where all the boarding school girls is facing after that major examination; these few months before stepping forward into a university, is tougher than being a full-time student when the time I just have to face the book all the time. 

         Wait a sec. Nope. This is ain't a new world. I just don't normally do these tasks since I entered MJSC on 2008. Five years I don't manage my home that much, and that serious. Once upon a time when I was in 6th Grade, I was flap, write, draw, spell, read; studying and I was ordered for not touching any of the utensils or the dishes. My sis and my bro were lil kids. They were just giggling around my mother, seemed so excited to help her doing those cooking and stuff. Playhouse Disney Channel kids wannabe, maybe. Haha.

         

                       Diligence is all I need. Enough said to the eldest daughter herself.

Apart from that, frankly said that boredom strikes. Me revenge didn't fulfilled yet. Babbling like I can snooze longer but gah, like I spent 100 nights to stay up studying last year -.- And I was talking confidently that I can hang out but decision has made that the moment will be soon happen when I grow older. The statement for me to not going out until my marriage was also has been heard by myself right after I asked the permission. I accepted. No can do. I know worries will have and consequences never be known by us. Yeah. Challenge accepted lika boss! (:

Ah. Part-time career hm? I'll have it on January. Besides, I wanna chill around for two months. Don't chu ever interrupt or anything...to disturb this freedom. Muahaha. And oh oh. Le driving license. My father recommended me to join the class next year, on June. M'hmm. I don't mind, really. I don't own a car. Public transportation are way more relaxing for me. Just hoop in and enjoy the ride. Two letters, E and Zee. Haha.

To be summarized, I am still the same me. A housemaid rookie, a spoiled couch potato and a girl who doesn't obtain enough faith yet. I was groaning once in a while because a long long time ago when I was still studying in high school, I allowed to do this, given the chance to do that. But yeah. I can't believe words much now. I just have to read people's mind only, which have strong feelings and also, up-to-date to latest issues. I seldom knew news so ah, let they tell me vas happening in the world around me. Plus, I bare in mind, all of these have their own goodness. 

Never meeting friends is the least tolerated by my mum about excuses to be outside. We got social media and phone number. So like, we can keep in touch still. For me, meet after a long time will be more awesome though. And it's actually related to the most terrifying thingy that we worry that is the communication with the people involved. I can say I can handle 'em but much-experienced people know best. 

I am 17. Not yet 20. I don't earn yet. I'm not a breadwinner yet. I maybe seem not normal yet like any other teenagers who already do those after-school things.

Am cool. No offence, yeah, I don't kick off-side. Ok. Tiba2. Congrats Malaya for 2-0! :D

Raya: Plan B

I was knowing that Farisha and I will stay home for the rest of the week.

Silence I did make and concluded that it was confirmed.

Pft, I was being like that, just go with it when it was spoken once.

Well. InsyaAllah, I am going to kampung sweet kampung. I understand why.

Who could ever dare to stay as one still has family? They share the same blood.

But Isha and I will just stay there for 2 days and a half because

we will go to Kedah to attend Dr. Abdul Malik's seminar, for the second time.

Luckily Isha has Syarah as her friend to hang out. I...will have them as companion.

Don't know if some of my acquaintances will attend that, too. 

Farah, Hanna, Liyana, Rabiatul, Sara, Megat and many more lah.

But oh, my homework weighs more than 2 kg! My mum recommends me to give these reasons for not attending it fully. Sorry...

Then, I went back to my village.. or directly to home, I'm not sure.. on Saturday.

On Sunday, yes, we head back to school. Oh, what a journey!

All that I hope is I can finish up my tasks especially me calculations-needed project

and cover up my study. I am so so so so worried! 

Gaaaah D:

Dissimilar

Assalamualaikum! Hello readers. Long time no post :) 
Haha. I rarely post, I know.

Oh, how much I miss my home a lot, man. It's been 3 months I didn't stay here! Three months y'know. Well, I did have a reason why. Me was so going down in achieving, like I always tell you guys. Recently was my Pre-Trial. Heck yeah I gonna avoid to tell my awful result! If I am busted, I don't know what other excuses I gonna tell after this. I keep repeating the same. Plus, my leadership and discipline..ugh. In the nutshell, and overall about the nut, myself in school is going nuts!

Talking about school, I could say 2012 is way more different compared to 2011. My friends and I were going through ups and downs, and all of them are related to the sentences above. Yet, I still love all my friends, truly. I try my best to accept who we are right now. That's why sometimes I cried when our friendship especially the closest ones; classmates, homeroom members etc. was in trouble, with sour faces on and less communication. I am now afraid of this these days. So, I wanna be happy all the time. But, I cherish all the times we shared and those bliss we had, same goes what we have now, too.

Those past have to be the past. I have to be a bookworm and score papers. Yeah.

It's not because my day are now just around the corner.

And it is also not because of envy.

I never ever ever ever envy.

It is because I just wanna say sorry.

It is the best to fade any crap.

I asked for apology.

Then, the person said that

the person should say sorry.

I said,

I wanna say sorry, too.

The person said I was good.

I denied it.

The person said that 

the person ********self who like to say harsh,

"Sorry eh?" ********** added.

Ah, don't count. Never relate to anyone, really.

I laughed and I said it was okay.

"That's good," the person replied,

and then the person asked for a 'zero-zero'.

Then, I was okay with it.

Yup. Zero-zero it is :)

That particular day.

My head was in pain.

As I cried like crazy.

I predicted something like this

since last year.

But, sometimes it just happened

outta my expectation.

Yeah.

I could _____ inside if

harsh words or weird acts

were given to me,

or given to anybody else but I suddenly 

felt like they're related to me,

that were done by

anybody around me.

*sigh*

Probably I am the one who

did wrong.

I am pathetic.
Since the early days of this year,
I really wanna cut myself into pieces,
so I can befriend everyone.

I just want to thank those

who are willing to lend their ears.

All I wanna do now is

to prevent any interruption.

And I am hoping we're all will be strong.

I'm sorry, Mama and Daddy :'(

 Result Reviews

Nama :	WAN FARHANA BINTI MEOR SAFUAN	Nomak :	11188
Alamat :	NO 3 JALAN SP 1/11	No K/P :	Perlu ke? Heh XP
	TAMAN SUBANG PERDANA	Homeroom :	NOBLE
	40150 SHAH ALAM
	SELANGOR
Mata Pelajaran		Markah	Gred
Bahasa Melayu		73	B+
Bahasa Inggeris		75	A-
Pend Agama Islam		64	C+
Sejarah		81	A
Matematik		66	B
Sivik & Kewarganegaraan		78	B+
Matematik Tambahan		40	C
Fizik		63	B
Kimia		58	B-
Biologi		57	B-
Pend Jasmani Kesihatan		70	B+
	PNG : 3.23
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Put the blame on me. 

And I accept the fact as it's a payment for what I did. Here you go. Cash, baby.

But, by the way, thank you so much to Murni and KKBians for sharing me the spot Q's.

Otherwise, I could possibly get 3.00 below.

Let me show this as a 'Wake Up Call' for me to open my eyes widely,

and deeply encourage me to change towards the goodness.

I don't wanna let the words just going around inside my head, but I don't make it.

Even the others who were also busy, get high marks. So, why don't I?

As the moral of the story, if people can make it, YOU can make it, too...

by getting rid of those entertainment and get those goals.

Now just waiting for the letter to come. Oh my, I better finish up my homework.

Pray for our success, people :') Pray for us to wake up.

POI. Popoi, sir.

No no no no. Not "Person of Interest" like Rebecca Black sang. That's a no-no.
Assalamualaikum! :D
I think I wanna kiss the carpets in my house right now as I didn't go home for 

3 months. Threeee *gasp* -.-

as I had the responsibility that I had to do that was being a helper for Inter-MJSC Debate Tournament this year. I watched the list all over and over again, and yeah, all my team were involved, no exception. Spent for 6 days sorta. Sangat untunglah kan siapa yang balik. 

Making flyers. That's my task during that week. Eh, not me alone, Alimin was also ordered by teachers to do it. Well, it wasn't done by a duo, but a trio! Collaborated with Zana as she helped a lot by lending us the lappy and taught me to use PhotoScape. Awesome teruk ah idea dia. Haha. Limin lak more on doing text ah. Wey, bunyi task tu je senang oh, tapi nak buat ingat senang er? Werrr. 


I think most of the time I was inside the Reference Room a.k.a. Freezer. Ah, not to mention that we had to combined with Bitara Jr. under Ms. Haiza as the supervisor of flyers. Everyday we're scatterin'! So, we always "munch. munch. slrrp. burp." inside it. Haha. I don't know...for my first of thought, I don't think I would have the chemistry with 'em. But Alhamdulillah, so far so good. Anyway, it was a great experience of  being a volunteer. But I did felt missed the golden oppurtunity to go back home. I was thinking of studying calmly in my home sugar-sugar home. 


Talked about golden, Limin got 10, I also got 10 MYR for our allowance. Haha, enough for me to top up my phone's credit :) Okaaay lah, it can considered worth. But the con was, I kinda worried 'bout my studies. I was like so fussy 'bout the work and made me sorta let the homework undone.....for awhile......theeeeen, I made it, partially. Congratulations. Even the small role like us were quiet had that some kind of sacrifice, how about the debaters? The speakers of the house? The timekeeper? If they were managing 'em well like Zana did naaah, she gonna be extremely proud. welk ;P , it could be a small matter. Hm. Let bygones be bygones, Fana. Fullstop.


The pro is....I met KKBians! Gosh, sumpah rindu gila oh. Asal terserempak je, terus "HAAAAAAI!" and lambai macam gila. Heehihi. Ada sekali stuck lama gak ah kat tangga dekat dengan kafe tu semata-mata nak borak dengan Wong and Hakim. And, aku lepak lama gila dengan Nad dalam dewan time Final Round which is the last day diaorang kat situ. And thank you sebab belanja kopok lekor, dah lah pakai duit kelab. Aku lak takde duit nak belanja balik, sian Nad. Banyak gak ah bercerita dengan Nad. Sumpah rindu oh! Errr. Sedih sedih :( Pastu, ada gak borak dengan Adib kat kafe. Kebetulan, budak Kuantan kawan Zana. So, lama gak ah kat situ. Tapi asal ah? Aku macam speechless, macam tak tau nak cakap apa. Aku pun "Ei, asal lah aku takde idea oh nak cakap?! Tak senang oh nak jumpa dak PKP." Tapi, entahlah... Ala. Maaflah, Adib, aku diam banyak. Wong ngan Hakim pun sama. Haih. Takpelah, asal jumpa korang, aku rasa happy :) Okay. Aku rasa part neh korang nak skip pun takpe. Luahan hati je ;P

Yeah. Itulah mereka. Hah! Sempat gak jumpa cikgu2. Ustaz Jaa, Miss Sani etc. Hehe.

Aku pun satu lah. Bukan nak inform nama aku waktu jumpa Miss Sani. Tapi aku confirm ah teacher ingat muka. Hehe, bajet tak? Bajet je :P As conclusion, sangat seronok lah even though sangat penat. The whole people who were involved memang penat, sangat terang dan nyata. Till next post, readers.

Kawan

Menurut Kamus Dewan Edisi Saya Punya tahun 2013, "kawan" itu sebahagian hidup saya. Tu penulis dan penyelenggara Kamus Dewan tu cakap, aku tak cakap. Hahaha. Ok, merapu je tu. Tapi maksud si saya tadi tu betul ah. Who else can I befriend with besides teachers and pals, aite pals? 

MARESMARTIANS . . . are not Martian. Haha. Almost everyone are good people, for God's sake! Being in this batch for a year and kind of a half, yeah, me no have big problem I guess. Mostly, they are have hidden intelligence, talent, weird attitude etc., no matter it is good or bad. Humans. But, to be confirmed that they are bright and never show despair. Oh yeah. That's why it was still hundreds who got Principal's Award last year. Hmmm.


Cakap pasal kawan, tak nak lah ku lupakan yang asalnya belajar di Kuala Kubu Bharu, Subang Bestari, Sungkai dan Menderang. Walaupun aku tak contact korang ke apa ke, still ingat korang oh :') Don't worry meh. Nanti kita keep in touch.


Taiping's peeps sangat hebak tak terkata. Setakat neh aku takde perang dengan siapa2 lagi, and aku tak hingin pun. Berpegang pada "Peace, No War!" macam orang selalu kata. Lagi2 tengah hadapi tahun exam paling ditakuti oleh orang Malaysia sekarang. Plus, kalau aku ada sombong dengan sape2 + buat salah apa2, MINTAK MAAF sangat2, tak kisah lah lelaki ke perempuan ke. Semua! Tau tau? Aku bukan jenis orang nak cari pasal dengan orang. And tak pernah aku nak bermusuhan dengan orang sebab aku sendiri tak perfect dan disegani.


Kawan2 kat sini gak sangat boleh dipercayai dan matang dalam bab2 yang serius. Kat sini, lain orang, lain fi'il diaorang and pelik2 gak kalau tengah berkawan. Tapi bila belajar ke, bersukan ke, apa ke, fokus kot. Kalah aku. Aku pun selalu cuai dll. Tabik sangat2. Tapi rasanya, kawan aku yg lain, InsyaAllah, sangat terror nun di sana :)


Apa lagi eh? Baru mukadimah kot atas uh. Hahaha. Bahan. Kenapa lah tak macam neh time tulis atas test pad di dalam dewan? Hahaha. Okay. Nak diringkas cerita, aku rasa sekarang semua okay lah. Jurang dah kurang dah. Heheee. Nak je aku balas jasa korang semua, so, aku try apa yang terdaya je. Harap2 kita semua Straight A+++ k? 


Aku nak letak gambar actually. Next post!

Busted!

Woah. Changin' to new template of dashboard eh? Fed up sudah nak pakai yang lama. Sama je macam FB. FB tu maleh nak tukar, lagi aku letak cover picture adalah. Haha. Alright then.
Sumpah aq busted oh. Haha. Ahhh! Malu malu malu XP

Infotech Quest = Abg Ikhwan Syahid.

Anyway, I really appreciate those words; in Facebook, on the poster and also in real life.

Thank you berry2 much! So sorry fer any of my grammatically or emotionally mistakes. 

Plus, terkejut jugak eh Cikgu Nasrin yang post. Kalau student boleh expected lagi lah kan?

Hehehe. Tersimpuh segan saya, Ya Allah! Haha.

Nevertheless, rasa sangat menyesal pulak tak letak kat tempat yang sepatutnya. Is it better to make it late than never? Tell me tell me! 

Okay, I am so so sorry kalau ada yang cakap,

"Ei, bapak ah, letak kat blog sendiri. Blog lagi satu tak nak letak!" 

or 

"Bapak gila glamour gila nak promote lebih2. Sikit2 dah ah."

or

"Bajet apa nak puji lebih2?"

or

"Speaking dalam blog je lebih, kat luar tak un."

or 

any other "kata-kata amarah".

Seriously, benda ini sangat2 tak dijangka. This is a total accident. And me not putting ANY SINGLE expectation for that previous post to be put in the page,

as I said to Kak Zarith earlier. Harap makluuuum.

Simulasi

Still postin' new post, yes siree! 

Assalamualaikum wbt :)

The Activity Week Sem 1 2012 were quite fun yet filthy with muds! Haha.

The activity I enjoyed the most was the Flight Simulator Session. Woot woot. Tapi tak berapa nak beruntunglah sebab tak jumpa sangat mereka. Bukan apa. Musim hujan and the breeze. I just can't stand. Brr~ But it's okay, though. I don't hope too much (but still hoping) to keep in touch with the Infotech Quest Sdn Bhd crews; at least I met successful Malaysians.

with Uncle Zulu, Auntie Robitah, Kak Zarith, Abg Ikhwan Syahid and Abg Asyraf.

Like woah, they talked and did nice a lot :D We like them and they like us, too :3

We are so proud that Abg Ikhwan Syahid is a former student of MJSC Taiping! Besides, another former MJSC student, none other that well-known than the Malaysia's first astronaut, Dr. Sheikh Muszaphar came to Taiping! Woo! So I met him fer the 2nd time. Oh yeah! Budak Muar memang kembang lah kot sebab both college diaorang ada orang hebaaat. This program becomes our favourite as they spent so much time with us for 3 days. They told us about their history and what they are doing right now. Awareness were given to us about the world of being an adult, a mature person and they also showed some exposures about the aviation jobs, of course (especially the flight simulator!). 

Abg Ikhwan Syahid had made his childhood ambition came true. He was a scriptwriter for the  Saturday soap opera "Aku Mahu Terbang" because Rezki Amin, the main role is related to him. Isn't it cool to write your own story?! But frankly he said there's some gimmicks in it. Local dramas are like always ;) During the photoshoot, Uncle went overseas. Too bad. He said he wanna join it if he can. What I understand from this session is Infotech Quest will expose some aviation careers, their background and stuff such as education background and experiences becoming a pilot and bring few post-graduated pilots to teach the community on how to fly virtually, with a simulator that includes sound effects and options for everything. :D 

The pilots-on-duty will differ in every school trip. So, to hope that these pilots except Abg Ikhwan Syahid to come again to Taiping, I don't think so lah. Hehe. Who were the pilots comin'? From most left: Abg Ikhwan Syahid, Abg Asyraf, Abg Ikhwan Marahakim, Abg Wan Nazrin and Abg Amirul Aizzat (he's not in pic, sorry) were them. 

Introducing...Kak Zarith Sofia! Aww, she's just so funny and hilarious like 18-20 or something, but we were wrong!  She's married and she helped her family at Meat U Here Steak House, Wangsa Maju :3 Hey, do go there and dine in, okay? Hehe. Uncle Zulu and Auntie Robitah also came to support the school trip there. Haha, she called me a nickname which is too vogue to share.*giggles* Then I called her Gorgeous as she IS :D

with Abg Amirul Aizzat and Abg Asyraf at the back with head down

with Abg Ikhwan Marahakim

Wan Farhana with Abg Wan Nazrin. See the letter W? ;P

Alah, sorry for Abg Asyraf and Abg Ikhwan Syahid. Saya pun sedih tak dapat amik gambar korang :( Kalau jumpa nanti, boleh lah tangkap gambar. Hehe.

Yeah, I feel so respectful for them. They are so diligent and determined yet so cool and stylish. That's why I am making them; the whole team as my role models. :')
Actually I wanna continue about the guys above. Huhu. But we just wait as I find some free time to write these. Oh oh! Credits to Qis, Ashikah, Chi and Mimi  fer the camera <3

In the morning.

I hope I able to write you more, postie. You're my virtual journal that is P&C, I guess.
I am now still awake. Don't wanna sleep. I feel wanna share a story.
Maybe not a story, but random blabbering and stuff. 
I know this is bored, but I am bored to tell that I got bad results, but then, I have to... if the thing doesn't directly tell to them, I suppose. Bla bla bla na na na ... Why ah? I just act weird to this particular someone who I will not be named the human. I do not wanna act like having that kinda feeling as I am not that kinda person that I sometimes think I am. Shoo shoo go away, nonsense. Be a heartless nerd fer this so-called big time exam year.

Talk that Talk

If we enjoyed writing in English,

why not talking in the language?

No, korang jangan salah faham.

This is an advice for myself,

and for those who wanna follow this advice.

It's up to ya.

I don't force.

 I talk like this as I am so jittery nowadays.

Sigh. How can I face the future?

I know most of 'em out there

are way more bettah than me.

I am no portable Cleverbot or something.

I am not an English teacher.

I was not doing my work all well done.

I wish I can change :)

One more thing, I discovered Kendall Schmidt of Big Time Rush

 sang lotsa low-paced songs by infamous indie or rock bands.

Dang he was joking! HAHA. I thought he's full-time pop star.

Yet, he is showing his awesomeness!

Er, okay, I know, majority of my posts had

mention about my celeb crush.

But....who cares? :D

Vacay '11

Sementara hari nak ke malam neh, saya nak review vacation tahun lepas. Hiyah!

Hat Yai, Thailand.

This is what they call Tuk Tuk.

Breaking Dawn: Part 1 handmade poster!

Samila Beach, Songkhla, Thailand.

The landmark; bronze mermaid statue. Can't remember the name.

Sungai Lui, Selangor

p/s: We're really enjoyed last year. A great gratitude to both

my parents who did entertain us before we start our school days.

Also, thanks to Cik Enal and family for going to Thailand together.

Okay.... XOXO from me :D

Percaturan

"Farhana, hang nak masuk tournament tak kat KL?" Farah Aina bertanya.
"Ohhh....Boleh ah" diriku menjawab dengan hati gelisah.
Wehh. Sumpah aku tak reti oh main chess. Gerak2 tau ah.
Tahun lepas aku main dapat ranking the bottom 10, bukan top 10 ke hape.
Tapi aku suka nak pergi sebab balik rumah :P
Aku un nak gak belajar chess, when can I have those quality time?
Aku tak tau pulak Kompleks Wilayah uh dekat area Jln Masjid India uh.
Plus, aku tak join Team Building. Apalah yang diaorang buat.


Hi people. We are in the year of 2012. 
This year, I am a newbie in a new class, where my girlfriends and I
separated with the Reka Cipta Boys.
Kinda sad at first. And still sad till now. Haha. Ayat carcamarba.
Today - 20th January.
Homework memang tak boleh bagi banyak lagi lah kan? Takpe. I don't care.
This year my teachers asked me to double sacrifice.
Y'know, just now my previous teachers (and some of 'em are still teaching me) had a meeting with parents so that they can share about students' academic reputation. Talking about reputation, majority students are so different than before, including my classmates. The situation is now freaking me out! Everybody are now dang serious. Ye lah, academic pun nak the best, co-curiculum pun nak gak the best. Alhamdulillah, I am given the credibility to hold big responsibilities. Moreover, I am now have higher self-esteem than last year.
GO GO ME!

Goodbye, social networks.

HELLO, COLLEGE!

Pray for our success.

My sister, Wan Farisha for PMR,

my cousin, Yeop Amin,

my friends,

and myself, of course.

I'M GONNA MISS MY HOME <3


Eh, semalam dah sempat tgk Ombak Rindu. huhuhu
Thanks to Adib Kaman fer giving me the website.
Plus, the soundtrack also downloaded in me MP!
Byeee.